Struggle

You say you are the worst of me
I am familiar with your weaknesses
I eat your disrespectful ways. I count the days
Until the wind takes you away
I realized I am headcased
I realize I am the reason you are wide awake, still awake

I grip the mirror and I see
The same unreal identity
I'm drowning out this thing inside
I can't escape the fallacy

Wasn't that the thing you wanted
I'm aware of my surroundings
I'm giving in to simple hate

I'm leaving
I'm leaving you

I'm leaving you to walk alone among the self-created wounds I made for you to own

I just can't take this anymore
You can't escape the thing you are
I am your self-destructive
Replicated face me face-to-face