In Dreaming

I still dream of you
My heart beats unreason
I still see you
My veins injecting poison

Softly misting
I remember
The words were spoken
As soft rains came down
Barely feeling
All is done now
The lies were woven
And the truth is setting in

Calling back to god's forgotten
Going back to lovers broken
I am proud in blossom hatred
You are dead, no longer sacred

Turned back to bleeding
The sword's still stabbing
Again now grieving
Behind a smile on my face
Although I'm screaming
My insides paralyzed
My heart's still beating
With your ghost in its place

All the days go by so lonely
I cry for you

The sun is glaring
The sweat is beading
My eyes are staring
Into visions of the past
Why were we so cruel
Why were we so afraid
When only fear ruled
And now fear stands alone at last

I still desire you
Although I stand in unreason
I still dream of you
Of love no longer poisoned