Hurtful Party

The music is so loud
I can’t hear myself
I'm just a fraud
This is not my true self

A little party never kill no one
Everybody is having so much fun
Alcohol is driving me crazy now

Flashes of lights
Going to my eyes
I don’t wanna stay here
‘Cause I can feel the fear

What the fuck I was thinking?
Been smoking and drinking
To forget that shit
You don’t love me
And I just need to understand
That I'm living an hurtful party

What the fuck I was thinking?
That shit don’t solve nothing
I'm so fucking boring
Of this hurtful party

Some things can’t be destroyed
But I could avoid this aesteroid
Some words can’t be said
Wish that didn’t make me feel bad

A little party never hurt no one
I was the only who didn’t have fun
Alcohol is driving me crazy now

Flashes of lights
Going to my eyes
I don’t wanna stay here
‘Cause I can feel the fear

What the fuck I was thinking?
Been smoking and drinking
To forget that shit
You don’t love me
And I just need to understand
That I'm living an hurtful party

What the fuck I was thinking?
That shit don’t solve nothing
I'm so fucking boring
Of this hurtful party

Hurtful Party
Hurtful Party

What the fuck I was thinking?
That shit don’t solve nothing
I'm so fucking boring
Of this hurtful party

What the fuck I was thinking?
Been smoking and drinking
To forget that shit
You don’t love me
And I just need to understand
That I'm living an hurtful party

What the fuck I was thinking?
That shit don’t solve nothing
I'm so fucking boring
Of this hurtful party