Trust Is A Word

How can I explain this,
So you know?
That I was never honest,
Did it ever show?
I'm a master of disguise.

Do I burn you up?
Or tear you down?
Either way I shut you out.
So let it go, without a sound.
One way trip your heading down.
But I'll fake it for you.

How can I explain this,
So it hurts...
I did my best to love you,
But it never worked...
Have I bled this moment dry?

Do I burn you up,
Or tear you down.
Either way I shut you out.
So let it go, without a sound.
One way trip your heading down.
But I'll fake it for you.

You win...

It used to be something so special.
Used to be something that made me me.
Now I'm not sure who I am anymore.
No I'm not sure...

Gasping for a breath of something honest, something pure.

I'll burn you up,
And tear you down.
Either way I shut you out.
So let it go, without a sound.
One way trip your heading down.
But I'll fake it for you.
Fake it for you.
I'll fake it for you.