Beauty In The Boogeyman

Thinking of the memories and photographs
I can't recall living too fast
Drunk on drugs
And higher than a whiskey cask
A history of miseries
That all taught me that you gotta
Go through it to get through it
To know where you fell
I done did it
I been through it

Sometimes I scare myself 'cause I know what I'm capable of
It's getting harder to tell
Who the hell have I become
So I look at the monster inside me
When I need reminding of who I am
I'm never going back again
That's the beauty in the boogeyman

Another bottle, another battle
Another road that just won't end
Another smoke to hold me over
Another night, I wanna give in
Go through it to get through it
To know where you fell
I done did it
I been through it

Sometimes I scare myself 'cause I know what I'm capable of
It's getting harder to tell
Who the hell have I become
So I look at the monster inside me
When I need reminding of who I am
I'm never going back again
That's the beauty in the boogeyman

Sometimes I scare myself 'cause I know what I'm capable of
It's getting harder to tell
Who the hell have I become
So I look at the monster inside me
When I need reminding of who I am
I'm never going back again
That's the beauty in the boogeyman