3 or 4 Years

i have it all right here in my hands
And i don't have a clue of what the fuck to do with it
I have it all right here in my hands
But it's so far away from me
Have you ever had something but you can't let go
You can't let go but you can't hold on
I don't know what i should do
This isn't something where i can just call it quits
The clock is ticking, what will i decide
I think about it every single fucking day
Nowhere to turn, nowhere to hide
I'm on a one way track tell me where the fuck does this end