Promise

When you close my eyes
I see your lines of lies align
In the silence that calls me mine
I think I've lost my mind

Where do I belong?
I've seen too much and now I feel so old
In this world made of ice & snow
My hands are always cold

I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie

Help me understand
I cannot help but stop pretending
There's a spirit inside of me
The world that you can't see

Where did I go wrong?
The life I lived was just a touch of hoax
I've looked back at the demons eye
But didn't sell my soul

I promise, I pretend it's not a lie