Forgiv'r

You think I don't know there's a spike in my eye?
It fell from a hole in the sky
Quite uninvited, refusing to leave
Now it digs in further and further

Looking for answers I know I'm a fraud
I know I can't win them all
I can't stand to fall

If they knew the things I'd done, do you know what they'd say?
Lock him away!

I used to star in a one man show
I used to abuse the things that I know
I used you to get what I need
Now I see I was mistaken

It may have been I was stuck in between
What you say and what you mean
Not anymore!

All it takes is no mistakes
I failed one hundred thousand times over
Now I'm at your mercy
There's no doubt I won't sell out
If I had one more chance to start over
I am at your mercy

I've done things I'm not proud of
Things I don't speak aloud of
It's all behind me
Left to waste away without a trace
I've had my fill and now I'm gone