Unreachable level

I melt my emptiness with the silence
hunting you my flame of desire
...freezing Ice!

In my artificial emotions, blind eyes,
self devotion , ethereal life and
void passion.

All my own created emotions, now have gone away,
and all my own designed illusions, now have let me down.
Oh, God, how can I be so blind, so unsatisfied,
Oh, oh, how can I be so alone, and you so far,

Like a distant [Mirage]

Artificial devotion ,sweet lies
self-emotion and vanity fires in
void fashion...

Lost illusion, material desires,
darkness falls in unreal skies
void passion.

Like a distant mirage
Like a distant desire