Sisyphean Happiness

I haven't got any promises left
I'm all out of hopeful words to give
I must admit, I've been suffering so long that I've run out of eloquent ways to express it

There’s something to be said
About the way we learn to die
Finality as an enemy instead

Of a chance to start again
There's something to be said
About an end
A peaceful end

I'm looking for something new in my life
Something more worth shouting into the light
Into the light
But if I don’t have sorrow, all I have is hatred
And I think thе world has enough of that

There’s somеthing to be said
About the way we learn to die
Finality as an enemy instead
Of a chance to start again

There's something to be said
About an end
A peaceful end

Show me a god that doesn't spill blood
And I'll show you a rusted machine
But I’ll still hold out hope for some wounded seraph

Some sickly angel to learn compassion in her final days
And if, when I die, it all should start again
I'll pray the next time’s a smaller hell

So let the spirit cycle down
And watch a smile crack the face
Crack the face