Between The Sadness And Hate

Between sadness and hate
I cry and fight
To escape this tunnel
Stuck inside this shit
The water fills the tunnel
I'm drowning
Fighting to survive
All that keeps me standing
Is sadness and hate
Everything I loved is gone
Only
Sadness and hate remain
I live between sadness and hate

Today my soul burns like hell
Hate is my friend, my life is at its end
I'm trapped in these feelings, I need to break free
I've lost control, and the water drowns me now

I just want the end to come, I need to survive
Sadness is real, and love is a lie