Emotional Addiction

Sometimes I want
To go back to drugs
To relive those moments
I really miss those guys
I became attached
I really felt the friendship
Now I'm 30 and sober
No one remains
Just the pain
Dying alone

Fuck, I need help!
I've tried, I'm trying
But nothing makes me leave
The ground!
Soon, I will be lying in
The ground!
Resting in peace
I want to believe

Once again I'm in the same situation
Alone and hopeless, I'm building my own degradation
I believed that it would be different with you
But now I'm here, crying with my dependency

You took everything from me, I'll never be the same
The love that you pretended to give, hurts more than anything
You burn my soul and bring me closer to death
You're just another lie, and I'm still alone forever
You were my crutch, but now I'm crawling
And no addiction has been as bad
Now I'm a destroyed man, and you've pushed me into darkness again