With Ill Desire

Vile degradation
Without shame unfolds before me
Diminished by my aspirations
To play victim blamelessly
This pain and influence inducing intrusive thoughts
Carving in ever deeper
Time has revealed that evolution's enigma
Defines sadistic splendor

A fabrication
Separation of truth
False affirmations
A self-defeating fool

Infinite and boundless
Absolute intention
Graceless fall from power
Desperate for redemption
Cure me of this disease

Disease

I'm no longer blinded by the grip
Dead locked in my enemies grasp
I can finally see what's in front of me now
Your fears and fallacies

Infinite and boundless
Absolute intention
Graceless fall from power
Desperate for redemption
Cure me of this disease

In the deepest reaches of my mind
Lurks a feral beast with ill desire

Decrepit embodiment of evil intent
Pulling strings, commanding me be who I've not been
Insolent abhorrent wretch
With undying desire to reset

Graceless fall from power
Desperate for redemption
Cure me of this disease

Infinite and boundless
Absolute intention
Graceless fall from power
Desperate for redemption
Cure me of this disease