Not Once Not Ever

Hello my dear friend
Your reputation quite true
These are thoughts i've held on
& saved inside for you

I remember... couldn't trust you once, not ever

Maybe it's been two years
It could be three
You know it's hard to recall
I was younger i thought it was me
Maybe you were someone else then too

I remember... couldn't trust you once, not ever

It's the same old thing
You know i said it from the start
That living together is something you do
Married is something you are

Now...
I remember... couldn't trust you once, not ever

& even after all this
I writing to you now
To be reminded of it all
Darling can you hear me
Do you understand
Our best decisions so often were unplanned

I remember... couldn't trust you once, not ever

Not ever... not ever... not ever