Won't Find Again

I wore my flaws like armor
Thought it kept me strong
You kept bleeding in patience
While I dragged it on too long

I mistook your kindness
Treated love like it was mine
Now I see wreckage
Buried deep in wasted time

If could turn the hands I'd cut the rust away
But the hands I have just pushed you further every day
I broke the best thing I ever knew
Stuck in old habits
I tore it in two

Now I'm screaming at the walls but they don't bend
Cause I lost the only one I won't find again
No I won't find again

Hm, Hm

Find again
No, I won't find again
Find again

You were more mercy
You were more than gold
I was deaf to all the warnings
Too afraid to let them show

I built a prison
In my patterns
Locked us both inside
You were reaching for the daylight
I was choosing not to try

If could turn the hands I'd cut the rust away
But the hands I have just pushed you further every day
I broke the best thing I ever knew
Stuck in old habits
I tore it in two

Now I'm screaming at the walls but they don't bend
Cause I lost the only one I won't find again
No I won't find again

Hm, hm

Find again
No, I won't find again
Find again

Hm, hm

Find again