Irony

I've been very sad
Who knows if this even exists?
I was so well
I see no reason in anything anymore
Sometimes I feel drowning in the waves of life
I don't want any conversation
I don't even know how to rhyme the verses
I wrote for my own good anymore
The fever burns, the soul feels it, it does with me what it pleases, where did I go wrong?

I only spoke of love, what irony
To make and see smile is my joy
I see the perfection in my creations
I believe in it and one day
I wouldn't dare
I wouldn't dare
I wouldn't dare