Starving Drones (a Dinner Talk)

Oh, here we go again
You are always trying to make me feel
Like I am the guilty one and you are the saint
Always the same shit
Always the same game
You invalidate my feelings and you are always trying to shut my voice
You maniac selfish thing
It’s incredible how fast you can distort anything I say
Into something that fits your egocentric speach

We always have another chance to fix this life
Will we ever?
Can we ever make the change inside?

Starving drones
All at once
And I want to
I want to blame you
Set the fire
Feed my desire
Let's burn it all down
So we can blame each other

And where were you when I needed you the most?
You left me alone
With your motherfucking ghosts
I just wanted some fucking love
And you gave me fear, loneliness and a constat feeling of not being enough

How could you??
I was still learning to survive and you wanted me to bear the weight of your sick and twisted world

We always have another chance to fix this life
Will we ever?
Can we ever make the change inside?

Starving drones
All at once
And I want to
I want to blame you
Set the fire
Feed my desire
Let's burn it all down
So we can blame each other