Feel Again

Eyes closed
In the fast lane
Burned slow
But stronger than a hurricane

I would give it all
I would give it away
I don’t do things
For the thrill of it

What I don’t wanna see
I don’t let it in
And I would push it all
I would push it away

Didn’t wanna feel
I would go through the motions
Never take a breath
I was focused on hoping

What I would give to forget
I don’t wanna wait
I don’t wanna waste more time
Standing on the edge
Watching stars as they pass by

What I would give to forget
I just wanna feel again
When I used to
Always mess it up

I'm trynna teach myself
That I can learn to love
If I see it through
I know that I can be strong

It’s not easy
Always livin' lies
And just lookin' in from the outside
Maybe it’s a sign
If I read it right
Now it’s my time