my own misery

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'm a slave to my own worst enemy
So ashamed of my own identity
I've tried but can't escape it
No, choice but to embrace it
Truth is, I do this to myself
Ruthless in every lie I tell
I never face it
I'm, I'm so complacent

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take
For me to stop feeling this way?
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery
I say I wanna find what's killing me inside
But I can't seem to survive
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I always run from my own emotions
It's easier to keep myself broken, blegh
It's easier to keep myself broken
My psychosis leaves me hopeless
It's easier to keep myself broken

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take
For me to stop feeling this way?
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery
I say I wanna find what's killing me inside
But I can't seem to survive
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I never let go of my mistakes
Get up to fall on my own blade
Victim of the void and I can't escape
So I live by the pain and accept my fate

Accept my fate
I never let go of my mistakes
Get up to fall on my own blade
Victim of the void and I can't escape
So I live by the pain and accept my fate

Truth is, I do this to myself (oh, oh, oh)
Ruthless in every lie I tell (oh, oh, oh)

Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take
For me to stop feeling this way?
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery
I say I wanna find what's killing me inside
But I can't seem to survive
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery

I always run from my own emotions
It's easier to keep myself broken
Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery
I'm addicted to my own misery