Embarrassing

Lately I have been romanticizing shit
And I guess that you could say that I'm getting sick of it
And the best way that I have known to deal with regret
Is to pretend it's how I always wanted it

Maybe you were right when you said I love to play the victim
Maybe you were right I'm always looking for attention
And all this time I have felt sorry for myself
Wishing I could be anybody else

So, go ahead
Make me small again
You may be right but I'd never tell you that
A satisfaction I refuse to let you have

Maybe you were right when you said I love to play the victim
Maybe you were right I'm always looking for attention
Remember when I used to say I had no shame?
You said, "some things should be embarrassing"

Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing