You Call It Love

You're a killer by chronic excuse
Like I'm so easy to silence
Digging through the drawers of my soul
Just to see if it still hurts in the silence
I pretend that I don't see your flaws
You pretend you see me whole
But your arms always reach too late
And they're the first to let go
How many times did I swallow my scream
Just to keep you close to me
Every step that I move back
You called it your victory

I don't want your drama in my bedroom
Anymore
Heart of frosty glass
Never clear before
You try to light me up
But I shut the door
You call it love
I call it damage
Don't come back with promises to repair
Every kiss you gave came with impact
That I gave you all my once you left me empty
Yeah, you call it love
I call it damage

You swear this time you'll change
But you trip on the same mistakes
Blaming something else again
Never owning what you break
I'm tired of spinning in circles
Running back to where we start
Your smile has a polished shine
But underneath it's dark
How many times did I shift my ground
Just to fit your twisted frame
Every time I dried my tears
You loved to call me tame

I don't want your drama in my bedroom
Anymore
Heart of frosty glass
Never clear before
You try to light me up (try to light me up)
But I shut the door
You call it love (you call it love)
I call it damage
Don't come back with promises to repair
Every kiss you gave came with impact
That I gave you all my once you left me empty
Yeah, you call it love
I call it damage

You call it love
I call it damage
If I break right now would you even stay
Or would you blame me instead of blaming me

(Aah)

If I disappear from your story
You'll rewrite the end
Free yourself from guilt and paint me
As the villain again
But tonight I cut the wire
Lift the weight off my chest
I'm getting back what's yours
And keep what's left of myself
I don't want your drama in my bedroom
Anymore
Heart of frosty glass
Never clear before
You try to light me up (try to light me up)
But I shut the door
You call it love (you call it love)
I call it damage

You call it love
I call it damage
You call it love
I call it damage