I'm Confused

I don't want to face the world
There's nothing here for me
Except the constant fear of dissapointing
Every single person I meet
I think its best you stay away
I think its best that you all leave me be
Cause I can't stand another day pretending
Everything is okay
It's not okay
I'm not okay
I'm very scared of what comes next
I'm always worried that ill never stand out from the rest
Other people confuse me
They think that they know the real me
I feel like ive lost the real me
I'm not the real me

I don't really see the point
Of having someone by my side
When I know everything is temporary
They're just gonna leave
Give it time
It's time to go away
I think its time that you all leave me be
Cause I don't want to hear you say that everything
Is okay
It's not okay
I'm not okay
I'm very scared of what comes next
I'm always worried that ill never stand out from the rest
Other people confuse me
I feel like they know the real me
I feel like ive lost the real me
What if I'm not the real me

Why wasn't I enough
Why cant I ever be enough
I'm never gonna be enough
I wish that I could be enough
I'm very scared of what comes next
I'm always worried that ill never stand out from the rest
Other people confuse me
I feel like they know the real me
I feel like ive lost the real me
I'm not the real me
Believe me and other people around me
They think they know all about me
But they will go on without me
The world will go on without me