I can't live anymore

I cannot live anymore,
feels as I have reached the last door.
I want to die, by my own hands,
lead myself to life last end.

Calmnes... has taken over my life
Autumn... has crawled inside my heart
Raining... washing all my fear away.

Then dark, takes my mind.
Leaves my body far behind.

Trapped inside this night
they call life,
never to wake up, sleep an endless night.
Images come and go
whisper sweet words,
into... a mind that can't hear at all.
To find the words floating
through space and time,
never to reach and save my life.