Incapable Of Feeling

Down in the muddy banks of my heart
behind fear, uncertainty
and all the feelings that stood before me
there is a hidden shell and on the perl inside
your name is engraved
but i am an illiterate

Can´t read what is written so big
can´t see what is in front of me
can´t hear what is screamed out loud
can´t understand what I feel inside

The fog around me cleans up now i can see you
as you are walking straight ahead to me
try to speak but the words don´t come
hate myself, hate you, hate the world
but still have not realized what i really want

What I really want is you