A Painful Addiction

What did I tell you now?
I'm just a lost cause
There's nothing left in me
I'm just a hole you see

There's something wrong with me
I can feel it in my veins
I'm sorry for all the mistakes
For all the mistakes

I gave up the battle
And reached for the bottle

Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away from you
Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away

I just realized
I keep hurting the ones I love
I guess it's hard for me
To face the ghost inside of me
I just wanna let it go
And be the man everyone wants me to be
But I feel so afraid
I feel so afraid

I gave up the battle
And reached for the bottle

Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away from you
Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away

I gave up the battle
And reached for the bottle

Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away from you
Every time you're near me
I just wanna get away from you
Every time you call me
I just wanna run away