Sedative

I was already out of it
And now I sit there and I watch my pain as it drives again
Stuck inside my head
Now the walls are caving in
I feel the suffocation spreading underneath my skin

I'll tell myself that I'm in control
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own

My world fading as I see red
Finding a way through the depths
Now I'm going back and forth
Always fighting a war
I feel no more

I tell myself that I'm in control
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own

I see red
I can't feel my hands again
I can't hear what you just said
I can't live with what I am
I'm dying from depression

I was already out
Already out again

I tell myself that I'm in control
Stuck in a hell exposing my soul
I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own

Swear that I'll find out
Find out

I fought myself on every lie I've been told
I swear that I'll find out
Find out on my own