Lost, But Still Alive

Now that I have lost my ways
For that I'm breaking down
And I hide from the saints
Hear me out, the story goes

I believe I've testified
I fill my life with fear
In beneath I lost my mind and
I'll make it disappear
Now that I have lot my ways
And I start to dig a hole
No money of mine can make
A burial bribe for the ancient keeper of souls

I'm facing of the fact that I'm alone
To purify myself I move along
I've gotta find myself an act
That causes me a heart attack
And I'm gonna find my way
Out of this God damn race

I find it hard to tell
If I am lost within these years
Deep inside I scream for answers
Buried in these fears
Now that I have lost my grave
And I start to dig a hole
No money of mine can make
A burial bribe for the ancient keeper of souls