Desire Of A Cursed Soul

So you left me inside
Behind your own fears!
All you have left
Is just an empty shell
Broken memorie of days that were so long
Inside there's nothing left
Except tears and devastation!

Within this revelation lies a fountain!
It's spreading life and death
Without being cold or warm!
It's neverending! It's ridiculous! It's a vision!
Of times and memories of joy!
Asking why
Is completely senseless!
Because there never was an I in: I love you!
And now you're dead to me!
You're dead and gone!
We will
Never meet again!

And after all
All you did, was leaving me!
Leaving me hurt
And left behind!
Alone in the dark
Wounded like a deer!
Bleeding from within
With no end in sight!
But I was on my own
Even before we met!
So I am
On my own again!

Alone
But not weak or helpless!
I will go on and there's nothing that will stop me!

This is the desire of a cursed soul!
This is the demand for a better life without you!
This is the desire of a cursed soul!
This is a demand from within! From within!

I will never stop or make a step back!
I am here, no retreat and no surrender!

This is the desire of a cursed soul
No retreat and no surrender