Envy

I'm holding you over
You're letting me go
And all the love, I've left of you
I'd give it back but I don't want to

I know why I'm leading her on
She's not the one that I want
I don't want to let you let go of me
I just want to make you so jealous
While you pretend to forget us
In your eyes surrender a little envy

The light in her kitchen stays on real late
And every word I never say to you is lost for good
I wouldn't say them if I could