When My Fears Conquered All

My fears were lurking in the attic
All my life they were wandering around
Trying to find salvation
All in violence

Running away seems so hard
Oh, Father, I'll accept who you are
For I can do nothing
To change my past

Fever hit me every night
Unbearable burn in my mind
I couldn't find a way
I was drowning as a child
Inside my mother's belly

Time was ticking backwards
I was running for my life
The attic was the only safe place
To keep them alive

Until the day they escaped
And conquered me like cancer
Love, I was in pain
I was so afraid

I've felt enough of this sickening war