Messy

Do you think I don't want you?
Do you think I don't want you calling?
Do you think I don't want you?
Do you think I like brawling with my guilt again?
If you do, well then
I don't think you know me
I don't think you know me at all

And I get the feeling
You didn't think
That this would be messy
But I, I'm a mess, I, I'm a mess
I think I'm trying, I'm trying I'm trying to test you

Lining up words so neatly
Crafting my feelings, quoting shrinks I've never heard
If you believe a word
Then I don't think you know me
I don't think you know me at all
I don't think you know me
And I don't think you're in it for the long haul

I get the feeling
You didn't think
That this would be messy
But I, I'm a mess, I, I'm a mess
I'm trying to test, I'm trying to test you, baby
I, I'm a mess, I, I'm a mess
I think I'm trying, I'm trying I'm trying to test you

I get the feeling
You didn't think
That this would be messy
But I, I'm a mess, I, I'm a mess
I'm trying to test, I'm trying to test you, baby
I, I'm a mess, are you scared of me yet?
I, I'm a mess, oh, I, I'm a mess
I, I'm a mess, I, I'm a mess
I think I'm trying, I'm trying I'm trying to test you