Morbid desire

open your eyes
come and see with me
I'll tell you everything
I saw since I'm in here

since I arrived
I noticed it is all so cold
mainly colors and forms
are not what I was used to

it is not only shadows
that is true indeed
however here I have not
all the feelings I need

no longer I can smell
my beloved skin
no longer I can tell
where is the love within

as deeper I enter in clouds
darker they seem to me
the faster I try to come back
the further I seem to be

at the end I'm no longer fighting
I know I chose to put in my life an end
although I can no longer say
if to be in this agony I really meant