Push Away

I know the inside is still alive
I've seen how we've become so alike
I know silence will freeze all emotions
All devotion

I can't go through this again
I cannot sleep when you don't talk
And you should know what it means
Know how it feels
When the essential turns into a lie
It is there in your eyes
Right in your eyes

I won't back down until it's said
I can't let go until I'm dead
Until my life turns insane
Until you push me away
I won't step back until I need
I won't give in until I bleed
Until I see you in gray
Until you push me away

I know what I feel is not shattered
I know that things will get better
It covers my life again
You take me back into the dark
And you should know what it means
Know how it feels
When you're becoming the evil inside
And it feels like I've died
Feels like I've died

I won't back down until it's said
I can't let go until I'm dead
Until my life turns insane
Until you push me away
I won't step back until I need
I won't give in until I bleed
Until I see you in gray
Until you push me away

It feels so cold, so sadistic
You drain my life away
You're so pure, so polluted
In your lies, in your stains

I won't back down until it's said
I can't let go until I'm dead
Until my life turns insane
Until you push me away
I won't step back until I need
I won't give in until I bleed
Until I see you in gray
Until you push me away