This Is The Love You Hate

This is the love that you hate no matter how far i'll never give up
this is the part that i fear no matter how much i'll never breakdown
don't act surprised at my reply when you accuse me like the ones you hate. help me find a way to get to california, kiss those tears goodbye
these are the words to choke on please just swallow some pride and say it with sincerity
is it the truth that we stray from saying all is fine when nothings alright
i can't find a way to get across to you ( this is the love that you hate ) you know i've been under the gun for awhile
you told me i was the one you loved. never forget that night you said i do