Clarity

It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy
It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy

You win, suck, lose, suck, I don't need to prove, nothing
Every time I think how far I've come
I still get goosebumps
New blood, drawn from every cut on me that you've done
But I would never lose touch, I love the pain too much
My mind is always bugging, yeah, I think I need to fumigate
Every time I take a hit my thoughts start to ruminate
Accumulate I'm talking to myself just like her Q&A
I'm paranoid with everyone around I don't know who to blame
Old friends, new friends it's hard to spot the enemy
I can feel the envy in the room just like an entity
Anxiety strickens me a product of my empathy
I keep my circle smaller 'cause I need to protect my energy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy
It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy

Go away, go away before I really go insane
I keep my feelings stowed away
Afraid to overtake and go astray and float away
I hide it with a poker face
My chest is like an open grave
I'm colder than a frozen lake
'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah
I got dirt on people but they act like I don't know, yeah
I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat
All it takes is one post, watch' em fall like dominoes
Elevate, elevate
Sink below to test your fate
I don't talk to God but if I did I'd set the record straight
I don't need a single thing from anybody anyway
I just need to medicate and watch my soul elevate

It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy
It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy

It's been a long time since I had some clarity
I don't like to medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got a lot of weight that I've been carrying
I got trauma that I'm burying
I think I need some therapy
It's been a long time since I had some clarity
It's been a long time since I had some clarity