Doldrums

We are always in the evening
There'll be life after death for you if not for me
Little deaths make little lives forget themselves
But pilgrimage can bring no honesty

ooo I don't know why
oooo I broke you down
oooo I don't know why
I broke you down again

Meet me in the doldrums
for a while
I'll let it take me over
I'll meet you in the doldrums
I've got to let go of everything I own
Meet me in the doldrums
you and I were made to take this over
I'll meet you in the doldrums
I've got to get rid of everything I own

I tried to let it come to me
I washed away my house built on the rocks
Mother Russia's stories gave me company
Innocence weighs heavy at it's loss

ooo I don't know why
oooo I broke you down
oooo I don't know why
I broke you down again

Meet me in the doldrums
for a while
I'll let it take me over
I'll meet you in the doldrums
I've got to let go of everything I own
Meet me in the doldrums
you and I were made to take this over
I'll meet you in the doldrums
I've got to get rid of everything I own

We're like twins in the womb and I can't destroy you
When we're born to be dust from the start
With or without you
To decide