I Have News

Hey to people out there
Who put me in a hell
Where I couldn't share
Went through disgraces
Walked through dark places
Been through so many
That I'm even tired of my explanation
(They cut you in a million pieces like paper)
And I just feel famous for
Having these haters
Wrote many letters
What lasts forever?
Now it won't matter, but

If everything happens for a reason
Why I can't find a reason?
It wouldn't last

I have news
From all issues
I've got from my past
The things I vowed
That made me proud
I tried to find
I feel blind now
I'm feeling sick
Can't stop to think
'Bout the awful things
That I've done
If you could hear
What's in my head
You would ask yourself

I've melted in the heat of you
And I'm still trying to rebuild myself
'Cause I never looked
Good enough as you
And you know they always
Rather you
Oh, no, here we go
Drown again
The river tears
Stop the tree bleed
My fallen leaves
Scar on my knees
I'll watch you leave, 'cause

If everything happens for a reason
Why I can't find a reason?
It wouldn't last

I have news
From all issues
I've got from my past
The things I vowed
That made me proud
I tried to find
I feel blind now
I'm feeling sick
Can't stop to think
'Bout the awful things
That I've done
If you could hear
What's in my head
You would ask yourself

My anxiety
Gets me 'fore I sleep
I can't even breath
Lord, take me out here
And tell me

If everything happens for a reason
Why I can't find a reason?
It wouldn't last

I have news
From all issues
I've got from my past (my past)
The things I vowed
That made me proud
I tried to find (yeah, I tried to find)
I feel blind now (I feel blind now)
I'm feeling sick
Can't stop to think
'Bout the awful things
That I've done (that I've done, oh)
If you could hear
What's in my head (woah)
You would ask yourself
Why he's not dead?
And: She's not dead? (And she's not dead)
'Cause I'm not dead
Hum, hum
Yeah, I have news