Frustrated

Frustrated
It's swimming through my head
Like every other one
Like any other one, it still adds up
My old familiar friend
You know just what I want
Convinced that what I've got, is not enough

I get so frustrated, that I cannot shake it
I feel contagious, my will is breaking

I love the way it tastes
I shovel every crumb
And to swollen limbs I have gone numb
I see what makes it sin
So the will be done of everything I hate
And have become

For moments of bliss and beautiful things
The craving is long and unforgiving
The shadow of regret has made a friend of me
For moments of bliss and beautiful things