Contemplating Spiritual Suicide

sin speaks a dead language that means nothing to you
it can't tell you how to live
instincts tell us freedom is doing as we wish
give yourself to sin and it's your last free act
do you call that free life
what do you get out of it
nothing to be proud of
this is where death becomes life
a denial to yourself
a rebirth from above
put an end to old life
you must die to yourself
no longer constricted God's seed is deep within
reborn brand new life
breathe freedom
break these chains
don't take this suicide for granted
to live as Christ and die is gain