Talking To Myself

I've been talking to myself in the mirror
Saying things I never thought I'd say ten years ago
I've been looking for myself in the mirror

But I only want to find myself if you are gone
And I know that when I come back alone
I'll be crying like the day I was born

And I dreamed about the blooming of the poppies
And I dreamed about two goddesses making our love
And I dreamed I fell through you and it was shocking
All the things I found inside that made me want to trust

And I don't know if this fire's the same
And will I ever gift a child a name
And are you coming back to haunt me
Coming back to haunt me again

So I've been sizing up the lighting of your mind
What are your oceans, baby?
What makes you kind

And when you take me to the valley of your pain
Will you be running wild, baby?
Will you be something to Tamei am way beyond myself

Yet I'm so far behind
The way you shoot
The way you lose
Guess I will offer up my blessing for a bruise
It's only if you want it