Allow Yourself To Try

The day is shining again
I can feel my heart being filled with doubt
I could put my hand on a burning flame
But i'm not in the mood to feel this pain

Maybe it's better like this
I hid myself afraid of living
I know it's not worth to say
I didn't invite myself to play
I should allow myself to try
I should enjoy more my time

I saw the months run
I let it go and my eyes couldn't follow
My words kept on fading from a desire in silence
Now the party is over and all i keep in mind
Are the way you smile and the things i didn't try