Rami Nodosi

Why am I still here thinking about my esteem?
If nobody cares if I'm dead or alive
Nothing really matters to me anymore
So there won't be a new chapter in my book

I took my pills and I closed my eyes
Hoping to find the expected rest
‘Cause I know I am just a walking void
With no reason to full my insignificance

As my beats slow down I numb the sadness
In my sorrowful heart until I feel no pain
As my eyelids close I relieve the weight
In my heavy mind ‘til the thoughts leave

As my breathing stops I get closer and closer
To the eternal sleep of consciousness
As darkness fills an immense space
I walk towards the radiant light