Understand

Somewhere along the darkened way I will find some light that guides me
Somewhere in the furious crowd I will find someone who guides me
My messy mind and my fears made me make this decision
And I tried to explain, but now there’s no turning back

And you understand when I talk about the things I did on impulse
And you understand when I talk about the faults I had throughout life

Blaming myself eternally and tricking my brain with lies
My wrist cuts made me sleep and I never woke up anymore
You did not deserve to see the moment of my last sigh
But, please, remember me the times when I was good to you

And you understand when I talk about the things I did on impulse
And you understand when I talk about the faults I had throughout life

You used to convince me to not give up everything
You used to convince me saying things could get better

You tried to show me how the world can be nice seen from that view
You tried to show me how life can be amazing swimming upstream
But now I have gone away carried by my heavy thoughts