Eighteen

I'm trying to figure this out
And I don't know why I stayed here
You're always on my mind
And I just want to get away

You let me down now
It's my time to lead

I've never felt this good my whole life
I'm letting you down
I'm on my own
Try and tell me I won't survive
It's time to let go
I'm on my own

They have always been right when they told me you were insane
Now, I understand
I should have listened to them

You let me down now
It's my time to lead

I've never felt this good my whole life
I'm letting you down
I'm on my own
Try and tell me I won't survive
It's time to let go
I'm on my own

You don't bother me anymore
Can't you see I'm finally [?] again
I love to push you

I've never felt this good my whole life
I'm letting you down
I'm on my own
Try and tell me I won't survive
It's time to let go
I'm on my own