Diary Of a Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?

Was I always ugly and abandoned
Remembering all the times you wished me harm
You wished me dead
How could I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
Would I?

Why!?

I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this
Every day is a new challenge
Because with you there's just no winning
Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me

Like it or not, you're still a part of me
Yeah

So this is how it ends
All the tears, all the blood
It's all been for nothing
As the candle dwindles and flickers out
The end