Disabled

Not so long ago, I tought I knew it all
Can I leave something behind, before I hit the wall?
Bridges are burning, death is on my tail
Elusive lucidity, never-ending fall

This thing feeds on my cries
Stronger than I
Stronger than I

Fighting it is getting harder every day
Still-intact memories fading to grey
Before the prison I am locked in, collapses
Before the time I am enduring, ceases

This thing feeds on my cries
Stronger than I
Stronger than I

The body aches, no matter what it takes
As I get closer
The body aches, forget all the mistakes
To the last chapter

I realize, my mind is escaping
In a heartbeat everything I am disappearing
I realize, souvenirs I'm losing
In a heartbeat everything I am vanishing

Thoughts spin in my head, then they're gone
Lost from now on

Not so long ago, I tought I knew it all
Can I leave something behind, before I hit the wall?
Now a decision must be made, cause you know it's true
It's gonna be the last thing, someday I'll fail to remember
You

This thing feeds on my cries
Stronger than I
Stronger than I

The body aches, no matter what it takes