I Can Hear The Birds Chirp Outside

I woke up in the morning trying to figure out what was coming
Because a dream like this one don't come around just for nothing
It's something

So how do you tell your friends you're scared to die?
Spread your wings at the party, did that empty cup make you courageous?
Enough to tell your parents all the reasons that you hate them tonight?

So how do you tell your friends you want to die?
I can hear the birds chirp outside, and it's so beautiful