If It Is

Weren't you so inviting?
The way you looked me in
I've been romanticizing
I've lingered on your skin

Still, it was surprising
The lack of self-control
When, love, you looked like lightning
When you came in too close

Now you've got me right where you want me
Coping with my codependency
And I get lonely

And isn't it familiar
When it feels different?
Don't lovers get recycled
When love don't feel passionate?
But I wanna believe you (I wanna believe you)
Oh, I wanna be yours (I wanna be yours)
But binging you 'til boredom is all I can afford

When you've got me right where you want me
So self-aware
Well, I've compared the chemistry

'Cause if it is
What it was, what it was, what it was
If it is
What it was, what it was, what it was
If it is
You should know, babe
I get lonely