Never a Know, But The No

Staring blankly in reclusion
Heaving crippled sigh, disillusioned
I saw the look inside your eyes
Tried to smile with dignity
Filled my head with useless lies
Incapable of humanity

I'd look up to you
With pride and respect
Then turn away reflecting pain
Breeding contempt
I hear you laughing in your head
When you are right and I am wrong
Degradation never ceased
I've suffered so long

What have I done
To deserve this?
It doesn't matter
For society will pay