Somehow

Somehow
somehow I feel the fright
grows inside me patiently
'till now I've closed my mind
to starve my memory

trying to find a path the one
to lead me out of here,but
anger left to guide me
allways washed me clean

into the falling world I come
like an every night before
to tear a peace out of my soul
to feel again just for the night

through forgoten memories
I'll walk again to where I failed to be
where I learned to weep
to see how they can fake a smile

so I can try to touch the scars
to feel the blood once fallen on the ground
then to look far away and choose the way I wan't betray